有缘无份的一段爱情,

2009-06-13T13:03:00.001-07:00

'handcuffed by th police for stealing your heart,

but released from th jail of love because 've returned it t you'

2009-06-13T12:52:00.000-07:00

庾澄庆 - 情非得已
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难以忘记初次见你
一双迷人的眼睛
在我脑海里
你的身影
挥散不去

握你的双手感觉你的温柔
真的有点透不过气
你的天真
我想珍惜
看到你受委屈
我会伤心

只怕我自己会爱上你
不敢让自己靠的太近
怕我没什么能够给你
爱你也需要很大的勇气
只怕我自己会爱上你
也许有天会情不自禁
想念只让自己苦了自己
爱上你是我情非得已

什么原因
我竟然又会遇见你
我真的真的不愿意
就这样陷入爱的陷阱

2009-06-13T12:41:00.000-07:00

蔡依林 - 你还爱我吗
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夜里传来雨的声音　
轻轻拨动心的旋律　
情不自禁想起你　
那些甜蜜的回忆
总是不小心就淋湿了我的眼睛　

爱情需要一些呼吸　
偶尔保持一点距离
回到朋友的关系　
任你自由的来去　
从此想念你只能放在我心里

你还爱我吗　
一直好想问你这句话　
却又怕　听到你真实的回答
你还爱我吗　
为何你总是不说话　
眼看我为爱不爱挣扎
你爱我吗　

好久没有你的消息　
心里还惦记着你
在这冷冷的夜里　
感觉那么的熟悉　
好想再见你想听听你的声音

你还爱我吗　
一直好想问你这句话　
却又怕　听到你真实的回答
你还爱我吗　
为何你总是不说话　
眼看我为爱不爱挣扎
你爱我吗　

感情的路总让人好无助　
我会学着面对独处
给深爱的你祝福
Oh ~

你还爱我吗　
一直好想问你这句话　
却又怕　听到你真实的回答
你还爱我吗　
这是我唯一的牵挂　
不管你会有什么回答
我会一直等你　
你还爱我吗

2009-06-13T12:35:00.000-07:00

张惠妹 - 记得
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谁还记得是谁先说永远的爱我
以前的一句话是我们以后的伤口
过了太久没人记得当初那些温柔
我和你手牵手说要一起走到最后

我们都忘了这条路走了多久
心中是清楚的有一天有一天都会停的
让时间说真话虽然我也害怕
在天黑了以后我们都不知道会不会有以后

谁还记得是谁先说永远的爱我
以前的一句是我们以后的伤口
过了太久没人记得当初那些温柔
我和你手牵手说要一起走到最后

我们都累了却没办法往回走
两颗心都迷惑怎么说怎么说都没有救
亲爱的为什么也许你也不懂
两个相爱的人等对方先说找分开的理由

谁还记得爱情开始变化的时候
我和你的眼中看见了不同的天空
走的太远终于走到分岔路的路口
是不是你和我要有两个相反的梦

谁还记得是谁先说永远的爱我
以前的一句是我们以后的伤口
过了太久没人记得当初那些温柔
我和你手牵手说要一起走到最后
我和你手牵手说要一起走到最后

2009-06-13T12:30:00.000-07:00

陈艺鹏 - 老鼠不再爱大米
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你离开之后我要自己走
放开手不回头窗外的云不停留

雨季快来到梦被吹着走
我的爱你不懂爱情就象个黑洞

痛过之后要学会照顾自己
过去的忘记了不再为你费心机

昏暗的路灯显得很孤寂
不要紧没关系我要好好活下去

该忘记的忘记都当成回忆
说好了不哭泣滑落泪水慢慢滴

有那么一天我已经失忆
就象老鼠忘了自己曾经爱大米

2009-06-13T12:18:00.000-07:00

周杰伦 - 说好的幸福呢
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你的回话凌乱着
在这个时刻
我想起喷泉旁的白鸽
甜蜜散落了

情绪莫名的拉扯
我还爱你呢
而你断断续续唱着歌
假装没事了

时间过了走了
爱情面临选择
你冷了倦了我哭了
离开时的不快乐
你用卡片手写着
有些爱只给到这
真的痛了

怎么了你累了
说好的幸福呢
我懂了不说了
爱淡了梦远了
开心与不开心一一细数着
你再不舍
那些爱过的感觉都太深刻
我都还记得

你不等了
说好的幸福呢
我错了泪干了
放手了后悔了
只是回忆的音乐盒还旋转着
要怎么停呢

2009-06-13T12:14:00.001-07:00

东来东往 - 爱多深痛多久
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那句话终于开了口
幸福还没让我尝够
眼泪就快要忍不住
眼泪怎么会忍不住

一起的沿途
没有想象中的快乐
甜蜜也是屈指可数

不想自己回忆太多
可痛又怎么忍的住
从前我一直不服输
现在我不得不服输

你宣告结束
画面痛的太过清楚
连最后的可能都被排除

爱多深痛多久
心越痛泪越流
流到你走以后
剩我一个人舔伤口
爱多深痛多久
越痛越不放手
等你走远以后
剩我一个人
爱了太久

我一直相信深爱是永恒的理由
离开的借口是爱的不够

2009-06-13T12:14:00.000-07:00

张雨生 - 大海
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从那遥远海边慢慢消失的你
本来模糊的脸竟然渐渐清晰
想要说些什么又不知从何说起
只有把它放在心底

茫然走在海边看那潮来潮去
徒劳无功想把每朵浪花记清
想要说声爱你却被吹散在风里
猛然回头你在那里

如果大海能够唤回曾经的爱
就让我用一生等待
如果深情往事你已不再留恋
就让它随风飘远

如果大海能够带走我的哀愁
就像带走每条河流
所有受过的伤所有流过的泪
我的爱请全部带走

茫然走在海边看那潮来潮去
徒劳无功想把每朵浪花记清
想要说声爱你却被吹散在风里
猛然回头你在那里

如果大海能够唤回曾经的爱
就让我用一生等待
如果深情往事你已不再留恋
就让它随风飘远

如果大海能够带走我的哀愁
就像带走每条河流
所有受过的伤所有流过的泪
我的爱请全部带走

2009-06-13T12:04:00.000-07:00

阿沁 - 记得爱
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天空不断下着无声的雪
而我只有思念
勉强能温暖黑夜
拥抱离我已经千山万水
每个男人都有
说不出的心碎　Oh Yeah
我还爱着一个人　但愿
回到美好的从前
也许痛的感觉
证明了爱的深浅
不然为什么我还不撤退　Oh~

记得爱　所有幸福的片段
所以才一直忘记要离开
伸出手　继续勇敢付出我的爱
原地不动的等待
就算风把我的头发吹乱
记得爱是我给过的答案
就不再　考虑应该不应该
一滴泪　落进无边无际的大海
至少我们都活得没有遗憾

我还爱着一个人　但愿
回到美好的从前
也许痛的感觉
证明了爱的深浅
不然为什么我还不撤退　Oh~

记得爱　所有幸福的片段
所以才一直忘记要离开
伸出手　继续勇敢付出我的爱
原地不动的等待
就算风把我的头发吹乱
记得爱是我给过的答案
就不再　考虑应该不应该
一滴泪　落进无边无际的大海
至少我们都活得没有遗憾

记得爱　所有幸福的片段
所以才一直忘记要离开
伸出手　继续勇敢付出我的爱
原地不动的等待
就算风把我的头发吹乱
记得爱是我给过的答案
就不再　考虑应该不应该
一滴泪　落进无边无际的大海
至少我们都活得没有遗憾
只要记得爱就无所谓孤单

2009-06-13T11:50:00.000-07:00

30 May: At that moment seeing you taking off that shimmering ring with all your might really stabbed me like a knife. Thanks for this forty-five days of teenage romance and last warmest hug you gave @ Hougang Plaza. Thank God ‘ve been blessed t have you by my side once and let me experience this power of love that cast so many magical spells on me, which others have not experienced before.

Affinity brought us close, yet we did not bother t keep each other by our side. Even our initiating of break-up through text, happened t be th same time. Fate, our best friend.

2009-06-13T11:48:00.000-07:00

23 May t 29 May: Not continuing th posts with details anymore, because we’ve then faded.

2009-06-13T11:45:00.000-07:00

22 May: Wei Boon, Douglas, Weifeng and you struggled a hard morning waiting for my long sweet time of preparation. Met up with you all at Kangkar LRT Station, Sengkang Polyclinic was our next destination. Queued for quite a number of friggin’ long hours just for our turns, cracking lame jokes and self-entertaining just t make time pass.

Douglas and Weifeng left for some problems. Wei Boon and you waited patiently for blood test t end after your consultations, McBrunch at Compass aftermath. Puffed, bused back t my house with Wei Boon alighting at his stop, collected my bag-pack. Block112 after that, then t Weifeng’s house.

2009-06-13T11:38:00.000-07:00

21 May: You came up my house this afternoon after serving CIP doing Beach Cleaning at Changi. Proceeded t Yewchong’s house, with Eugene and Nicholas coming shortly after just t charge th latter’s mobile& th both of ‘em then left for work.

Dinner at Rivervale Plaza’s KFC Kentucky was next for Yewchong and you, with Daryl watching by a side. He, did not join us heading over your crib after th early meal, hence there was only th three of us.

Collected your bus fare ticket and folded a heart, like always. This time, I was really flattered by your silly actions:
First, you placed th piece of paper into your mouth, biting and swallowing it down his throat. While I, on th other hand stared in shock. Then, you gave a toothy grin and added in, ‘This will go into my heart.’
Oh. My. God. ^^v Y’know just a such lil act of yours, touched my heart making it melt, making my love for you proven worthy. When will this happen again?

My shorts tore because you told me t climb over th fence while th sharp part poke threw, you carried me down and kept covering th hole. So many embarrassing stuffs happened t me, in front of you. Did some of my revision in your room, while th other hottie-toots watched muvees from Yewchong’s discs.

Bus62 home around seven.

2009-06-13T11:35:00.000-07:00

18 May: You took a cab down t Deyi Secondary, picked me up and we hailed a cab back t my house. You, waited patiently for me t finish my ‘quick’ shower while playing my M-Toy. Had a fast and easy lunch cooked by Pami, Douglas came down and we walked over t Block113 together.

Met up with Weifeng, Wei Boon and Derrick. Weifeng’s lodge was next as you wanted t charge his phone, and fell asleep on his bed. Th next minute when I opened my eyes was when I had a shock because my phone ringed as P-I-L-O called t look for you.

Before leaving, I had a great time spent with you like some insane doofs. :/ You then piggybacked me down t Block113, by that time Zanna, Sheena and Daven were already there. Rivervale Plaza’s KFC Kentucky was th next destination for your lunchy. Lee Ling& co. were at McDonald’s too. Puffs after your meal,

Nicholas and Yewchong called you up as thy were on their way back t meet us up. Walked over t Plaza’s Bus Stop, Nicholas and you decided t whack th crazy man who molested me and then we went home.

2009-06-13T11:29:00.000-07:00

17 May: Supposed t accompany Nicholas’s brother for tuition this morning yet th plan was cancelled due t some last minute changes, hence I went over Block113 t look for you, Eileen and Zanna. Breakfast at McDonald’s with you was next, Derrick and Douglas joined us awhile after.

Puffed a stick, and then bused8O down Kovan t buy Douglas’s private PSP game but it wasn’t in stock. Left for Hougang Mall, &because of th hot sun I haven’t had a great time spent at our Lovers’ Paradise Land. Strolled around Hougang Mall, then Hougang Plaza because of two reasons.

You& Derrick played pool, while Douglas &I waited patiently for you2. Walked over t Hougang Mall again as I was having my gastric and needed some food, and I fucking vomited thrice after quarrelling with Derrick and you thought I was attituding you. Headed over t have a ride on Bus62, and my head been hit by a barrier and there is a baluku on my forehead. ):

Slacked at Block121B’s void deck, Li Xin came t find me for a few minutes and left. Th three of you then sent me home as Mommy wanted t pass you&your parents some dumplings. That night, I had dinner at Beach Road with my family. Everyone told me t last long with you, till marriage and death…

2009-06-13T11:16:00.000-07:00

16 May: Rewind, plan was rearranged. O7OOAM wasn’t th correct timing for me t open my eyes, due t th fatigue condition I faced. You and Douglas came up my house after my preparation, supposed t boil eggs for breakfast yet it was a failure. Up t Douglas’s house, waited for him t finish up his breakfast and McDonald’s for ours.

Knocked into Hazel coincidentally on th way, followed by Jiaer and her friend. Hazel left when her friend came, so th five of us went t th Smoking Area after that.

Jiaer and friend then left t Future Park, Weifeng &co. arrived, followed by Wei Boon. Waited for Derrick’s arrival, and we bused down East Coast Park. Sand walking, and then we took a cab down Hougang Plaza.

Raiders, saw Curryrice and watched him played his Viwawa game. Had some bites of Mee Soto at Level One, Wei Boon ate Mee Rebus and Douglas was watching us like some idiots while Derrick& you played pool.

Wei Boon then left home t get changed for his dinner, while th rest of us walked over t Hougang Mall and slacked at OUR location, my ‘lover’s paradise’ with you..

Over t your house, Daddy and Mommy then picked me up from your house district and drove over Compass Point for my belated birthday dinner, hence I was unable t have dinner with your parents. Sorry.

2009-06-06T04:04:00.000-07:00

15 May: Happy one monthsary, &happy birthday t myself..

Attended school this dawn for my last paper, &Art was a total fiasco. Ten pages, both sided five sheets of A3 drawing pieces, and I only had four back2backs. (Yawns) Wasn’t in th right mood this morning due t th lack of sleep as I was burning midnight oil th previous night, my perfect birthday was ruined with tears rolling down my cheeks. GG!

Louis and you cabbed down t pick me up and we proceeded t AMKHub for a puff and brunch. Had a stroll around, and you2 caught up with one of their girl friend, Illusion. Bus86 was taken back t Sengkang.

Walked over t my block, and you2 did something super childish t one of those innocent souls walking on th roads which is t jiomeng th guy. Prepared as thy waited patiently with th scorching hot sun making ‘em perspire, Douglas came up my house thinking that thy were around.

Compass Point was th next destination t collect my ice-cream cake and we took a LRT over t Block113 for th celebration. Curryrice& his friend, Sheena and Clive, Derrick and his friend, Wei Boon, Daven, Yew Chong, Nicholas, Joshua, Wei Feng and Wei Hao were present as well. Wei Feng’s house after th blowing of candles and eating of cake.

Returned t Block113. Scott, Rong Hui, Lie Xuan and Lee Ling were there as well. Met up with Lee Ling, then th six of us; Douglas, Lee Ling, Louis, Wei Boon, you& I made our way t your crib for a moment and then Hougang Mall for dinner after Louis and Lee Ling went over t Serangoon.

Wei Boon left for home, Douglas& I sent you over t a block t collect his stuffs and home sweet home!

2009-06-06T04:03:00.000-07:00

14 May: School -> Home -> Punggol -> Sheena's house -> Plaza McDonald’s -> Block111 -> Your house

2009-06-06T04:00:00.000-07:00

life as a twig, with two lovers’ bodies as dried leaves when we are dead. decomposed but our souls that merged as one, is th feeling that never runs. buried underground with a fresh flower sticking; love all around, emotions of romance lingering.

13 May: You went up my house after your Mathematics Paper1 ended t take my hoodie and fetched me from school with Louis. Helped you with your apology letter t your Principal. Hougang was next, till evening. Told you a story, and buried our love in th soil.

2009-06-06T03:42:00.000-07:00

12 May: Rivervale Plaza t meet you and Joshua, and y’all waited outside my house for me t get changed and packed, Wei Feng’s house aftermath. Block1O8 t settle Ferlynn’s problem, back t his crib and then down t Future Park’s Basketball Court after my Kentucky KFC Lunchy and drawing of castles. You then, have t rush for your problem again. Is this th day that caused us t fade away, due t problems &problems? Block 113 was next.

2009-06-06T03:37:00.000-07:00

11 May: Woke up at 7AM upon my promise with you and prepared. You then came up my house around 8AM and waited for my breakfast t end and we bused 62 over t Derrick’s crib. Waited for him t have his shower and we headed t AMKHub.

Had a puff at MY secret hide-out, Couple Lab t change th size of my ring, Corrupt came over shortly after while we headed over t McDonald’s for sticks. Tofu and Sze Min(?) came shortly after, and we proceeded t Jubilee for Tofu’s arcade game -.-

S11 for their brunch, we quarreled and th bus-ride back t Sengkang was horrid. You went t buy contact cement and sniffed glue, cried without my presence. Ran several places just t look for you, cleared a god damn huge misunderstanding with you, and we’re back in one piece.

Sent you up th bus, and ran my way home just t call you.

2009-06-06T03:30:00.000-07:00

09 May: I snipped off my hair, just for you.

10 May: I just hate it t th max when th thought of not spending quality time with you kept coming across my mind. _l_ These two days, unable t meet you for long has been passed cruelly with agony. Or maybe, we should stop meeting up everyday and get used t each other’s presence in case of emergency.

Block113 doing Art with Curryrice, Nicholas, Derrick, Joshua and Avin, with you arriving shortly after. Happy day in short hair spent with you! Full of my cocky craps and stuffs, making us smile and giggle in delight all th way. Heehee. You’re th only one in my mind all along, without a pleasant meet-up okay! Most then left, leaving Derrick, you&I while you2 sent me home.

2009-06-06T03:29:00.001-07:00

08 May: Sheena&I waited for your arrival at a certain void deck. Off t AMKHub, meeting up with Yong Quan and Louis. Had a walk around, headed t Cathay hoping t catch a muvee but we decided t leave for Golden Village's as I was afraid of cold. T Junction8, Yong Quan's three friends arrived and th four of 'em left leaving Sheena, Louis, you& I.

Caught ‘X-Men Origins: Wolverine’.
Sheena passed me th couple ring you got for our one month t me and tested th size but it was too loose for me. Took a long bus-ride, over t your crib after th muvee.

2009-06-06T03:15:00.000-07:00

07 May: Joshua and you specially cabbed down t Deyi, just t deliver cigarettes for me after my Chemistry paper. Returned back t school after spending approximately fifteen minutes t half an hour with y’all for my Mother Tongue Listening Comprehension, ran out aftermath and we then proceeded t AMKHub for a bus-ride t Louis' house at Serangoon Gardens while Joshua protested, that he wanted t return t Sengkang.

Strolled over t Louis’ Terrace, smoked in front of his neighbour's doorstep, communicating with his doggy by barking and do you remember yourself teasing me non-stop saying I am a dog? Since then, I vow t be your pup tagging you everywhere.

We ate fried noodles cooked by Louis’ maid, slacked for a moment and cabbed down Compass Point as you wanted t meet Avin. You then accompanied me t Block224. Met xiaoDarrick &co. t collect my money, Rivervale Plaza next and saw quite a number of people. Headed t Block113 t meet Nicholas and Sheena. You then left, with me homed.

2009-06-06T03:07:00.000-07:00

warmth in your cuddles sends me t heaven.

06 May: You picked me up from school after my Mother Tongue examinations. Block113 was next, with a crowd of familiar faces. Nicholas went for a check-up on his skull, with Sheena &Curryrice, Louis, you& I tagging along. Parted with Nic at Lobby, saw Hazel& her friend coincidentally so we went for a puff. Lunchy, aftermath. Yew Chong’s crib was next, many souls then arrived but were ignored.

2009-06-06T03:02:00.000-07:00

04 May: School -> Home -> Holy Innocent Secondary School -> Hougang Mall -> Angkong Ben's house -> Rivervale Plaza's McDonalds -> Future Park's Basketball Court -> Yewchong's house -> Compass Point -> Home.
* We had a huge tiff because you trusted Wei Feng instead of me.
* You piggybacked me after we left Angkong Ben's house.

05 May: School -> Home -> Block104 -> Block108 -> Yewchong's house -> Rivervale Plaza's Kou Fu -> Home.

2009-06-06T02:54:00.000-07:00

th most evil thing on Earth is a woman's heart and mind, who knows what will she do next if her heart has him? & th most difficult thing for a guy t control, is his lust for a new woman's companionship. speak of knowledge, speak of logic. th further I pull, th harder it snapped; th higher I climb, th deeper I fall. confidence is lost from th accumulated love experiences I went through in th past. nobody should let history repeats but experiences cannot runaway from one's life. for th first mistake you made, you might be unsure. for th second wrongdoing, you might be careless. but for th third, you are stupid.

03 May: Things base and vile, holding no quantity. Love can transpose t form and dignity. Love looks not with th eye, but with th mind. And therefore is winged Cupid painted blind.

Future Park t meet Derrick, Louis and you. Thanks for having th patience t wait for my arrival, and my apologies t Derrick and Louis for getting a scolding from Mom. Gave Louis a rough idea of th topic Measurements and lent him my red assessment book.

Something then happened, thanks t my petty mindset. Returned t Plaza's McDonalds’ and joined y‘all. You got me a pink rubber band as I was feeling very warm from th humid weather.

Rode a bus down t Punggol End for some sightseeing, and shared many silly jokes with you guys. Walked t th end, and you all played with th sea. Back t Sengkang and slacked at Block115, &then all of you sent me home.

2009-06-06T02:36:00.000-07:00

01 May: You’re my first boyfriend whom have seen me with clipped-up ugly fringe, on this very Friday while we were studying at Block113.

02 May: Wei Boon, Douglas and you picked me up from my extra Saturday Mathematics remedial. Punggol Park t celebrate Jillian’s birthday, you were like a small boy playing with th big boys flour and eggs. You’re, so cute and adorable. I had my bath at Jenny’s house, and then walked over your house. It was my first time heading over your crib. Jillian and Jenny accompanied me for dinner at Compass Point while th rest dined at your house, I wanted t get a Mother’s Day present for M.I.L.O but decided not t in th end.

2009-06-06T02:24:00.000-07:00

30 April: My heart is still having throbbing pain, it hurts me every time I think about it, you don't even understand it at all and my heart's breaking, tearing up into two. But, I don't want t lose anything 've gained. Will you return t her side?

2009-06-06T02:23:00.001-07:00

've been asking myself why does his existence made sucha huge difference in our lifes. A thousand apologies for all my wrong-doings, for only blood can wash away th scars within. For every mistakes 've done, 'll drip blood of love as a refund. A useless girlfriend of yours, I can do nothing t recover everything that is lose. Because, we can never get back t th point of return.

26 April t 29 April: &, our love has became insecured.

2009-06-06T02:16:00.000-07:00

25 April: This was th sweetest comment you added me, with plenty of typo errors and silly mistakes. Yet, I still love you.

Due t my mischievous act, I pulled you into a state of worry for me. This was also th day we knew Curryrice, and when I got punched in th face, twice. T think back, it was also kinda silly t be that shy when I first said ’I love you’ over th phone followed by a fast and quick ’bye-bye’ before hanging up.

2009-06-06T02:03:00.000-07:00

24 April: This is th Friday you first picked me up from school.
O741Hours, ‘Baby i really scare when i botak you wil leave me’

This is our first photo taken at Yew Chong’s house.

Parted while Yao De, you and M.I.L.O went for dinner @ Rivervale Plaza.
1926Hours, you sent me a multimedia message subjected with a ‘):’

193OHours, ‘Dun leave me k. I now very scare’
2232Hours, you sent me a photo taken when you was still a toddler with your cousin pushing a tram. Yet unfortunately, I forgot t save it and it was deleted accidentally.

2009-06-05T09:01:00.000-07:00

22 April:
O952Hours, ‘Okoks. Baby , i really love you. I’m not playing you. Really hope that you wun leave me so easily. I am damn afarid tat you will leave me one days. Idk wad my life will become if you leave me. There’re not much ppl like you who care abt me anymore. I’m really lucky enough to have you as my girlfren. Iloveyous.’

23 April: You had a haircut with Rui Fa at Rivervale Plaza for no logical reasons.
Goodbye t your long hair.

2009-06-05T08:29:00.000-07:00

my heart will yearn for your existence everytime when th hour hand strikes six, it's time t let you off from my sight so when's th day I can hug you under th moon with all my might? as you're staring at th yellow moon under th dark shade of sapphire, though it's my name in your mind, 'm still thinking if we're looking at th same crescent.

20 April: O651Hours, ‘Sunshine that brighten my each and everyday. And that sunshine is you!’

21 April: O8O4Hours, ‘Omg. I wan cry le la. Baby so good to me’
O81OHours, ‘I wun throw you away de. You’re my heart. If i throw you away. I will die wan ley.’
O821Hours, ‘Cus you ‘re jus like my heart. No you I wil die want’
1115Hours, ‘Baby dun stress dun sad. Rmb Jeremy love you k.’

2009-06-04T05:38:00.000-07:00

19 April: OOO9Hours, ‘Hahas. Later wan me call you talk talk ? Dun scare la. Iloveyous.’
OO33Hours, ‘LOLS. Bi ah , tomorrow i hold your hand , you dun shyshy hor .’
OO35Hours, ‘I am jeremy , your baby ley . of course I will know lah . I miss you alot ley baby .’
O4O4Hours, ‘Although sometime I wil stil miss her. But i’m trying to forget soon asap. Idw her to stay in my mind. I hate her. She make me change my life. She dun even care if i’m dead anot. She sucks la. And i promise them not to play you’
O425Hours, ‘Idw others ! I want you only ): you’re much more better thn my ex. And really iloveyous.’

You endured and saw me through me studying this afternoon with Yewchong, Douglas, Wei Hao and Joshua after I returned from Grany's place.

(Left t Right: Derrick, Yours, and Yewchong's N73)
Nicholas came shortly after, while all of you left.

22O3Hours, ‘Okays. Nights. Dun go xian other boy hor. Please ): and rmb to msg me at 6 tmr okays. Iloveyous.’
22O7Hours, ‘You alrdy been seal in my heart alrdy. Dunworry.’

2009-06-04T05:36:00.000-07:00

18 April: Lying on your laps in Wei Hao’s house, we were supposed t catch a muvee or spend time in K-Box singing away at E-Hub after that yet plans were rearranged and we headed t OCH.

2009-05-30T09:34:00.001-07:00

17 April: OO33Hours, you were randomly enough t send me ‘Hahas :x baby baby , iloveyous iloveyous ! X.x’
1OO7Hours, ‘Never say forever, Nothing last that long. Going to end but not so soon. The last 3words is I love you.’
1O51Hours, ‘Mayb we wil be th special one tat last forever’
2133Hours, you sent me a Multimedia Message of Shaobin and you, French-kissing thinking that I’d be jealous yet I was disgusted.

&Then, I sent you this:
‘I am really happy t have you entered my life, t bring so much joys into my world. Letting me be your princess for a day is far than contented for me, thank you for th love you showered me with. Only you, at this time can make me smile and tear over th slightest thing. Vent your moods on me whenever you're feeling off, I don’t mind so long you loved me. Every single thing in my world isn't important, You're my everything. On my mind, you'll always be. Until th day my love for you dies.’
You had a hard time cracking brains and giving me four wild guesses decoding my hidden messages.
First try - 225OHours, ‘You are happy to hav me as yr boyfren.’
Second try - 2257Hours, ‘You dunwan me to leave you?’
Third try - 23O7Hours, ‘Hmms. You wil love me forever ?’
Last try - 23O9Hours, ‘When i need someone , you wil always be there.’
&Finally you gave up, but was touched by my answer. ^^v

2009-05-30T09:33:00.002-07:00

16 April: O747Hours, you were so considerate that you texted me this. ‘Baby you studying right ? Am i disturbing you ?’
O929Hours, you sent me a Multimedia Message with your peekture doing CSO and teaching primary school kids.

I hailed a cab down t look for you, you introduced your friend Hui Ying and she was such a cutie who kept asking me t drink th Green Tea she treated. Back t Sengkang with your friends, and this day th first time we sat side-by-side in a bus.

2009-05-30T09:33:00.001-07:00

15 April: You broke off your ex-girlfriend and you asked me quite a number of times t be with you. Initially, I wanted t but I was on second thoughts when firstly, you’re flirt and secondly we have just known each other for less than a day.
I met up with you that afternoon at Sengkang and we shifted a few places, from Wei Feng’s house t Zanna’s house, and then t Future Park. This, was th first place we sat side-by-side with our first conversation face2face. &You, was surprised that I could not get drenched by th rain.

You then left due t your curfew& at
1823Hours, ‘Lols. Byebye (:’ was th first message you texted me with initiative in th whole of your life.
1918Hours, we were officially announced as a couple after much hesitations.
1929Hours, your first sweet greeting in messages& asked me t look for you @ Yuying Secondary saying: ‘Baby tmr come find me k’
2218Hours, ‘Okays. Iloveyous baby’ Though I did not know if that was for real, but your honeyed combined words definitely melted my heart and sent me t th moon.

2009-05-30T09:32:00.000-07:00

14 April: We first met on a fine Tuesday, a day when I wore my Jaguar Tee at Future Park’s Resident Corner. We did not exchange talks or glances, but I find you rather charming-looking hence I got your number from Nicholas and we texted.